So this is where I've been: fear.
Fear of being judged by others.
Fear of being gossiped about.
Fear of (some of) the unknown.
I have been totally scared to share what has been going on with Teague because I'm afraid we'll be talked about. I'm afraid people will ask me questions and I'll be too emotional to share. Then there is always the possibility that no one will ask.
What I do know is this. God answers prayer. This time I walked through my fear and called in the troops for prayer. I have shared with several people what is happening and WE are all praying for Teague. He is my sunshine, my snuggle, my sweet boy. He's my angel baby, my muffin, my little love. Last Wednesday, I was completely devestated for him - only at the worst possible scenario - because I'm his mama and I totally freaked out.
Today, I'm at peace. I have felt God's presence, the only answer I kept hearing was take Teague to specialist, take him out of town, and finally take him to Grand Rapids. I listened, our appointment is for 8:45am on Wednesday.
Last year Teague had a hernia. This year there is good chance there is another one (there is other stuff going on too). Please keep praying for my precious baby. God is good and He will be glorified through all this.
'But he said to me, "My grace us sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me.' 2 Corinthians 12:9
Monday, March 19, 2012
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Oh girl, there is something so heartbreaking seeing your baby not feel well. And way too go on following your momma gut. I'll keep you in my prayers. I hope he feels better soon :-)
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